summer sooo hot!

wow!
i just finished my first ojt.
a lot of things are running inside my head now.
ojt.
EAD.
weather.
tummy.
hungry.
hot.
hot.
hot.
shud i go home?
shud i not?
wow.
its my first tym to use SCB's pc.
at least i think so.
im sleepy.
ya sleepy head.
shud i call dccc?
and cancel my ojt plans there?
i think i shud.
as n. im sleepy.
n hungry.
shud i go home?
i dont want to.
but **********.
so its fine.
why is this happening?
well ive been doing a lot of thinking on this.
its hard to put everything in words.
i have a lot of things to do pa.
priorities.
yet somehow, still dont have that degree of discipline.
how on earth am i going to teach myself that?
cud that be purchased overnight?
installed in my system
perhaps even just for now?
well you see,
i have this observation of myself.
when im bombarded with soo many things,
i tend not to do any of it.
whoa!
weird.
ironic.
pathetic?
psyhotic?
ambot.
this morning i woke up soo freakin tired.
havent been used to waking up early.
its just this ojt time that i have to get up at dawn.
what can i do?
i have to.
wahhuhuhu..
pathetic spirits invading my sytem at the moment.
pwede anti-virus?
ge alng.
whoa..
i really have this lame idea.
id try to evade.
what day is it today?
tuesday.
i have week for EA stuff.
ya yu no.
obligations.
but dont worry.
i have my heart on it.
i wouldnt have run if i did not want to.
i live by my heart.
at least most of the time, i do.
hmmm.. shud i go home na?
what shud i be doing bah?
lemme check my list.
it says here:
call, inventory, etc.
ohh im soo freakin hungry.
be back in a few hours na lang.
gotta feed my hungry tummy.
ciao!
--11:54am Davao Sugar time

me

me?
wer wud i start?
wudnt it be tiring to begin with my past?
nor wud it be far fetched to talk about my future?
nahh..
then wer does that leave me?
now?
yea, perhaps.
just right now, i feel sentimental to realize how far i've gone already.
im living a life i never imagined, say, four years ago.
yea., well of course almost everybody does.
but, whatever. i do the talking here.. hhehe dis s my blog.
comment. if you want.
what am i into right now?
i am bored.
anxious somhow.
amazed of how life taught me maturity.
i know i have yet a mountain to climb.
im now holding the biggest responsibility ive had in my life.
i never thot id reach this point.
yet i just let God lead the way for me.
finding my personal legend does not fully depend on me.
i also have to have faith in Him.
after all as what the Alchemist said,.
the whole world conspires for me to achieve my personal legend.
im sleepy right now.
have been from samal.
just inhaled good air and fed my eyes good sceneries,
relaxed and swam under the heat of the raging sun.
oh why,
its sooo fulfilling to just reflect upon and enjoy the beauty of God's creation.